The sky is the limit... The stars are our target!

Disappointment

2012-01-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

I had never love to fight, quarrel, or explain things which I feel that I didn't done wrong to someone who always insist his/her stand. That always make me become weak, cry baby and someone who cannot solve things properly. When I felt that I have been misunderstood, I always don't have to strength to defend my point. I would rather end off with... "alright, whatever you say..." or " emm.. yes.." B'cos agreeing to their standpoint is easier than arguing my inner voice to them. Especially so when I am already in a very terrible and painful (heart) state. Crying so badly yet the questioning kept flowing to you. I only wish the questioning will end fast so that I can stop crying soon. That's why I will always ask the person to stop the subject/ drop the subject/ enough of the subject... when I feel that my heart could no longer bear those heartbreaking conversations. I am disappointed. I thought you would have understood me after such a long period of harmony. Don't you know I have the personality who enjoy love and peace? Why make it so hard on me? Ok. Enough said. I need a break.

It's December again

2011-12-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

I am planting chilli and sunflower at home... Isn't it cool? If the chilli plant ever bear "fruits" and sunflower ever bloom... it would be my best christmas present :) According to the manual, chilli plants take about 3 mths to mature while sunflower takes 2.5months... I can't wait to see them grow up.

Chilli seeds planted on 30Nov 2011 by ME! Sunflower seeds planted on 1 Dec 2011 by Ah Wong!

感触多多

2011-10-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

因为我的所作所为，我周围的亲人和朋友都对我有了不同的看法。我的朋友的确越来越少了很多。心里一直有一个打不开的结。每天每天都在为同样的事情苦恼，始终却无法改变什么。反而似乎把事情变得根严重。说真的，我不知道我现在在为什么而活。人生没有目标就好像断了线的风筝，风把你吹到哪你就跟随到哪。。。同意别人的看法变成了我不知觉的习惯。我似乎已经不能控制自己的行为了。心里想一但手却做二。好多次我都跟我自己说：“益玲，妈妈的年纪很大了。。。你不该在让她看你的脸色。做一个乖女儿让妈开心吧。”但每次我还是做不到。不要说和朋友无法好好勾通，就连我的父母，我多有困难表达自己。在这样下去，我会渐渐变成一个孤独的女人。天啊！救救我吧！

2011-08-13T18:05:00.002+08:00

Wishing for the day when I have a million (or even 10 will do) things to say out.

2011-06-06T09:23:00.004+08:00

Firstly, I would like to congratulate my sister.

" I am glad that you have found a nice and warm nesting ground :) Hope you enjoy life more now with the added family members. I am sure life will be more exciting for you after 5 June 2011. Right?? haha... Take care, sister!"

2011-05-16T00:20:00.002+08:00

When you get in love with the right guy, you can only go deeper into it...

As each day passes, there are more incidents which make us understand better about each other. Though most of the times these incidents were negative, I feel that I begin to love this man more than any other previous days after every incident.

This is my first time seeing a man looking so hurt. I didn't mean to make him feel inferior about himself. But whenever I say things, things often turn out to be more nasty and hurtful (which I don't mean it). When I saw red blood vessels forming around his eyes, my heart really sank in. Totally at lost of what to do. So I tried to joke more around with him. and till now I still don't know if what I did helps... What would you do if a guy cry in front of you? For me, I would pretend I didn't see it. Because I guess man is very strong in ego. They won't admit that they are crying.

But deep in my heart, I really hope to tell him... "Lao gong, I love You. I will never despise you no matter what you do. You are just the one for me. And I really feel lucky to be with you."

pm: gosh... my personal blog has become a love diary already!! -.-

心疼看到老公那个样子

2011-05-06T21:21:00.005+08:00

Finally finished shopping for what I am suppose to wear for my sister's wedding. Above is what I would be wearing for that day. It is just a simple white dress.

27 more days in Hong Kong! Last night I suddenly got the urge to fly back Singapore immediately to meet my closest family and friends. All of the sudden, I feel empty inside my heart. But luckily I have my little penguin beside me to accompany me through my lonely times.

(clear blue sea--taken this afternoon from my hall)

Opps I did it again!

2011-04-14T02:04:00.002+08:00

Opps! I did it again! SORRY LAO GONG :( This time, I am going to swear to myself... if my jealousy habit comes up again (of cos for matters whereby after much reflection I realised I am indeed wrong), I will not talk harshly to you or behave childishly in front of you again. Instead, I will tell you nicely that you have just made me angry again. YILING!!! Get your old self back! You are not like that before. Where has the strong and cheerful yiling gone to? It is kinda funny to think back what actually made me behave like that... the "MAN" yiling shouldn't be crying over a guy. that is so not MAN anymore. we should both learn to overcome this problem. Sorry for not respecting you earlier on... I seek for your forgiveness here. (only if you happen to see this post). Just now when you walked away alone at level 10... Ailin and gang wanted to accompany me back. but i turned them off... nobody can comfort me as well as you do. I really needed you and wished you came back for me. I waited and waited at level 10... for almost 15mins. but YOu didn't turn up. And I tell myself..." I am not living in a fairy tale world... not everything we wished for will come to you..." I accepted reality and walked back acting strong. Lao gong, sorry. There are many times I behaved in such a way that u may feel disrespected. Sorry for not thinking deep enough. Now, I understand that you are comfortable with me... that's why you tend to say things upfront to me without thinking if I will be hurt by those words. From now on, I will "try" to "give u a bigger heart".. I will not be so sensitive anymore. This I promise you. I promise that this will be the last time we quarrel due to my insensitivity. Have a good rest. I love you.

2011-03-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sending a warm "HELLO" from Hong Kong :))

Hello every viewers here. I haven't been blogging for quite awhile. My last few entries were pretty emo... I wish I could write more happy stories to push those unhappy memories down to where I can't see.

So far my stay in Hong Kong has been very pleasant and fun-filled. I am very lazy to blog about what exactly happened. But what's important is, I am happy now. I hope all my closed ones around me are as happy as I am :)

More updates soon~ stay tuned ;)

2010-12-12T10:30:00.003+08:00

I feel much happier now. Seriously. I am embracing my singlehood... feel so free now :)) nothing is tying me to anything... can do anything i want, go out with whoever i like, or even just nua at home the whole day without fearing that someone will feel I have forgotten him.

That's what I like about staying Single.

I should just enjoy my life to the fullest until the day I found my soul mate. When that day comes I shall share all my joy with him :D

Actually I have so much things to look forward to... hehe... look forward to this sat (my sis rom), to the release of results, to x'mas party, to meeting the gurls (huijun& gang), to meeting MAY, to meeting WHY, to new year countdown, to singing K box, and many many more... :)) haha.. recently I have trouble sleeping cos I was over excited about the events that are coming up ... haha!!!

crazy me.

2010-11-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

It is over between us.

But everytime I hang out with his friends... I still feel the guilt.

Everytime when I visit Central Library... I will look around... having the fear that I might bump into him...

Everytime when my bus passes by bukit batok shopping centre... I wish I could be teleported across that place and skip right to the next stop...

There are just too many places with uncomfortable memories... memories which give me phobia rather than pleasure.

If there is ever a second time for me to meet my Mr. Right... When that time comes, I won't just based my feelings over merely feelings... The next time I will give myself TIME. Time to know that person much more before stepping into his life. It is really a mistake to have accepted someone who you thought you love because you feel wonderful and happy with him, despite the fact that you don't really know that person well. That short-lived happiness has dragged both parties down into a long-term miserable encounterance. I no longer have the courage to face him. Especially so after the last conservation we had over the phone.
" Please, allow me move on... stop calling me."--- that was his last words for me. It is really heartbreaking to hear such words. For me, it is really terrible to lose a friend. If it is true that breaking up with your boyfriend will mean losing a friend, I would rather choose not to go into a relationship in this entire life. Why can't men have a wider heart? Why can't they just accept their ex-gfs as friends? What's wrong with that??

2010-02-23T08:37:00.003+08:00

IT IS JUST A SIMPLE QUESTION; WHY THINK THE COMPLICATED WAY?

2010-02-12T21:04:00.014+08:00

I didn't know a guy can be so PINK!

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23.01.2010 is THE DAY we got together...

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My feelings for him seem to grow stronger and deeper each day...

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Maybe I should briefly mention our story... Just in case the old man and me forgot how we got together... this blog will act as a memory box :))

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I will just jump straight to THAT day when he popped the question. hmm... days before that I've already told some of my closest friends-qianyu, weiyang,W.H.Y and huijun as well as my dear sister that I have a crush on a young boy.

FYI: the pink guy is actually just one mth younger than me.

Then on this special day(23.01.10), I asked him out to study at central library( why am I always the one asking him out?) haha... thick-skinned. Actually it was only in December when I finally picked up the courage to ask him out (1 on 1)... =/

[ before dec, something happened... and upset me alittle so there was a period when I kinda stop contacting him. hmm... Sometimes, a very small action can hurt a person. Anyway that was already in the HISTORY. ]

back to THAT day... In the evening, I suggested going botanic gardens. As suggested, we strolled around the gardens and headed to The cathay for dinner and I walked him to his bus stop as well as my own bus stop.. LOL.

then... ...

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He started asking things which he had never discussed with me before.

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" How many guys tell you they like you before?"- WH

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"Hmm... blah blah blah.... "- YL

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" Then, what if I tell you I like you... Would you believe?" - WH

Blushing* " Hmm... Isn't it hou lian pi if I said I believe? (laughs)"- YL

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" ok. Then, I remove the 'what if'."-WH

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.... silence....

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" Would you be my gf? " - WH

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---NODDED---

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and for the first time we held hands... :)

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honestly, I was feelings damn LOST at that time.

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When I got home, my mind was filled with all the "what ifs" questions...

-what if I got up the next day and realised I had never liked him?

-what if I messed up his first r/s?

-what if he regrets holding my hands?

yeap.. all the very pessimistic questions. I was that paranoid on the first few days after I accepted him.

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But things get better each day. Now, I am very very very glad I nodded that day :) 1week after he popped THAT question, I accepted my new status on facebook. actually there is a reason why I accepted the status only 1 week later. that is because my previous damn short r/s only lasted for a week... and I was damn worried that it will happen again...

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I am the kind which fall in love and out of it very easily...

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But now, I am certain. I've finally found a guy whom I can love forever :D

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my pink boy, thanks for the small surprise u gave ytd :) I was really SURPRISED, by the fact that you can do such a nice sweet thing :) made me blushed for like 30minutes? haha! u are really something!

败给你了！I thought I am very good at surprising people... woah u are better than me sia...

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I AM IMPRESSED :D

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Happy Valentine's Day and a Properous chinese new year ahead! :)

2010-02-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

2010-02-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

THE STICKGIRL IS BACK !!!

no more oversized slipper ! :D

2009-12-04T01:12:00.004+08:00

hardly had time to blog, REALLY.
and now finally i am free to blog again... free, but might be lazy to blog.. anyway, the blogging feel came today so i decided to work on my blog.. trying to revive it.

Did alot of things today. Many things run through my mind after reading a column from mind your body... It was written by a doctor who handles terminally ill-ed patients. Yes. Everyone knows death is inevitable. Probability that we live to eternity is zero. That is a fact. BUT, after reading his columns... I started to ponder.. where does once a living thing goes after the end of it life? Does it go through another life cycle? Does it rest in peace? Does it meet the rest of the same kind? I started missing my grandma and my hamster, Robert. I prayed for them that they are resting in peace. The doctor is right. People can't live forever, but their memories and stories live on... they will be remembered.

Life is short. Treasure it.

speed and courage- This morning I went cycling with peiting... woah.. she changed alot, not in the physical sense... Now she is braver than me! She dare to cycle on roads and speed on roads ALONE! omg. haha... I can't believe a girl who used to be afraid of sparkles( the sparkling light stick we play on lantern festival) has turned into someone so independent and courageous. IMPRESSED. I can see that she has potential to be a good athlete. I consider today as my first time cycling on roads beside the busy traffic, not to mention night cycling which I did in JC. I was really fun. can feel the adrenaline rush as well as euphoric rush. :)) Later in the afternoon, I went ECP vigorboard (swave board)! hohohoho! i mastered it! finally! yeah! It took me around 1.5hrs to learn! 30 minutes slower than the 8 years old boy. It feels good to learn something new, really.

2012: I will give it 3.5 stars out of 5.
Unlike what peiting told me, I prefer the ending to the orientation of story. I find the graphically effects abit OVER, especially in the middle part. They made me crack instead of feeling emotionally attached to it. Seriously, many people will agree with me (judging from the occasion laughs they made). It is another story which emphasize the importance of treasuring your loved ones. morale of story- Say I love you before you miss your chance. NOW is always the best time. Be human and civilised. Care for one another.

:)

E-learning week

2009-10-06T09:09:00.005+08:00

上个星期日，我们去单车旅游了！

从choa chu kang Ave 1 开始骑。。。骑呀骑，终于骑到zheng hua park

到了哪，我们本来想u-turn会去cck。。。可是我觉得u-turn走回同样的路实在太无聊了！

所以，我们看着map发现还有另外一条路可以走，就马上往新目标前进。 :)

To me, that's the true start of the challenge and adrenaline rush... we encountered many steep slopes along our journey...

就像人生一样有起有落。。。可是，在骑脚车时，我们比较希望前面的路是向下走的。。。哈哈！

还记得我们遇到的集中一条路十分的 steep... and it's sloping downwards.. that's great,isn't it?! haha.. but i hesitated before accelerating towards that steep slope. and woooasshh~~ what an experience! it's as if i am riding on a rollercoaster ride where braking is impossible. the speed seemed to be 10m/s!! I would really wish to ride that route again! too bad it's in bukit panjang... not somewhere with bike rental.. else i would bring my good friends with me... ;)

It's e-learning week! 3 thick books which i've borrowed are lying on my bed.. waiting for me to read them... haha... alright... 要开始k书了！

the day robert left us

2009-09-26T01:08:00.003+08:00

Biography of Robert:
Adopted on 2 March 2008
Sent to paradise on 25 Sept 2009
rough age: 1 year and 8 months
Had a pretty roommie(Ichiko) who escaped from home early this year...

rest in peace, robert.
May you find the right stairway to heaven and live happily every after with Ichiko in the other world. this is my last time calling you xiao mao~~
luv ya~

2009-09-24T08:28:00.003+08:00

Playing tennis is not as satisfying as smacking the shuttle cocks... played tennis with weehong and chunting yesterday morning. Initially they've called a group of 8 to come down. But only 3 of us came. The rest either went back home, live too far away or just changed their minds. I was totally a noob in that sports. I threw about 2 balls over the fence... luckily they didn't roll onto the road. else wee hong could have killed me... he borrowed those from his collegues...

after the game, when we are refreshed and all, we went over to central library for a long mugging session. 11-6pm! of cos had an hr long lunch inbetween. Met justin at engin canteen... another friend who I have not chat with since 4mths ago! can you imagine? Both of us are from nus engineering, yet we seldom see each other... engin is like how big. mayb "bigger" than the 4 "joint-faculties" which himlim mentioned to me ytd... she said in their school, 4 faculties share a single canteen. that's why meeting friends become very easy. She told me alot of hilarious stories of ntu.. haha... i am quite jealous that most of our good friends are at ntu now... thanks to th i've found good friends here as well :)

2009-09-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

here comes the recess week...

Unlike past year, this time I don't have many mid term tests to study for... that makes me a little lost. b'cos I don't have a rough guide on how I should pace myself academic wise. I have spent most of my time re-visiting topics which I am unsure of and re work on my tutorial questions. Still, I find myself behind schedule. Is that some kind of panic attack? always worry about the unnecessary. anyway~ just study hard gal! I believe good grades come after hard work. or good grades come with luck or miracle... but not everyone is that lucky... better to be down on earth. work hard! jia you!

2009-09-04T08:39:00.003+08:00

I've have so much work to do!
Sometimes I wonder if I have become more dumb or my coursework is getting tougher... I can spend the whole day reading on just 1 module! probably at most 2 chapters! that's so time-consuming! Teach me how to absorb faster!! I need the power of learning fast... Couldn't really find time for leisure this sem... anyway i need to save up for other purposes( yr end holidays & eyes surgery(most likely))

I went to the doctor at NUH last wed. Results were not too bad, just that my eyes are exceptionally dry. Doctor recommended me to wash eyelids with warm water and clean them every night to reduce the oilyness which may be the ultimate reason of dry eyes. Anyway... I realised that washing your face with warm water before cleansing it with foam can help to close up pores and reduce blemishes! not sure if it's a psychological effect. Last night I tried that, and applied fluid moisturiser before bed... This morning my pimples get smaller and less red. haha... I am going to stick with this method :) also have to eat 2 omega3 supplementary pills diligently.
To me... good complexion makes a person look beautiful and attractive. ( I don't mean with the aid of cake foundation!)

IoN

2009-07-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

It was the first weekend since ion has annouced its official opening... As expected, the whole shopping mall was filled with curious singaporeans and some tourists... HuiJun and I only have time to walk around the basement shops... there are several new shops which we've never come across before... but most of them sell office/formal wear... According to huijun shops in the basements are for ordinary people while shops from level 1 and above are more "atas"... LOL! I even asked her.. will they allow people in shorts and flip flop to enter them..
I think it will be nicer to shop in when the crowd fades away.. probably take another 1 or 2 mths...

the other day i went out with wongmin and I spent again!! oh shit. can somebody stop me from spending??

i am so addicted.

I seriously need a financial advisor.
PS huijun: you are majoring in banking and finance right? haha... control my addiction, pls...

3 more weeks before school starts

2009-07-21T22:03:00.006+08:00

I am back from a 3days 2 nights trip to melaka! I've already uploaded all the pictures on facebook. Do look through them when you are free... haha... the experience was different from my last trip. This time we spent most of our time walking and shopping instead of sightseeing and eating... haha...

We stayed in Mahkota hotel-as recommended by weyrun. that hotel isn't very "wow"... I mean posh... it's more like a resort. With recreational facilities like swimming pool, squash courts, tennis courts and mini golf floor... Actually that hotel used to be a condominium but due to certain reasons it was transformed into a hotel. There is another newer hotel(holiday inn) just next to ours... (opened 2 years ago only!) I think I'll book that if I were to go there again...

Sad to say... my parents didnt enjoy the trip. a little disappointed about it (cos I was the organiser) but what to do? that's what melaka has... no casino, no waterfalls, no mountains only historical places and alot of good food! One thing I enjoyed most in this trip was their karaoke place...

"dreambox"

It is way cheaper than kbox and they serve us in much bigger room :)) 2 person in a room which can occupy at least 8 person, i supposed. Doesn't it sound great?

And the greatest disappointment is their new musical fountain. Its dimension is about one-third of the old musical fountain found in singapore. hais.... really regret travelling so far to watch such a small-scaled fountain.

3 more weeks to the start of a new academic year~~~ also 3 more weeks to last day of my work. haha... Excited about what is coming ahead yet hope this holiday can last longer... hehehe...

ANother RAG help up

2009-07-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

Another day at temasek hall to help them do rag...

I am assigned an "important" task for rag day. Need to be part of the "performing" team. HA! notice the inverted commas. Performing yet not visible to spectators. They are only able to watch the special effect brought to them. I am special that's why I am chosen to do it. hahaha... keep convincing myself so I can accept this role without regret. -.-

anyway... I am going to be damn BUSY soon! next week I'll start working again... and I need to return to TH occasionally for some dry runs... even promised weyrun that I'm going to help him finish up that picture... haIyo~

the outcome of being a busybody.

supposed to tuition peiting today but she was to busy to even go BBP... so ended up teaching her over the phone.
LOGARITHEM! (laughs) Felt like I haven't touched that topic for a decade. hardly remember the rules and theories... and it will be very embarrassing if I fail to solve her problems.. so I secretly went to google up those long list of rules... =x

yayy.. going wild wild wet tmr! I hope the weather do justice! :))

New Hair New Life

2009-07-15T12:39:00.004+08:00

away from hall life and welcome to my new life...

I have been out of temasek hall for almost 3 mths already... adapting very well at home I would say... BUT I really miss friends in hall... "qian,jiangman,lipeng,anh,and many more..." During this holiday, I am only able to stay in touch with those who are still living in TH or those who are in sg... most of the rest has gone back to their real home.

I have got myself a new hair too! hoho... I tagged along with my sis and mol to far east plaza to have this haircut.. cost me $26. my last haircut was more than 6 mths ago so I would say it's worth the money la... The hairdresser was very careful in every cut he made. Just my fringe alone took him no less than 30minutes to perfect it... He will also explain to me the characteristic of my hair.. how it behave,etc.

FINAL GSS shoppping madness

Went town with mingli last monday.. our final chance to shop before this year's gss comes to an end. We met at sunplaza for lunch before heading to zara-liat building.. However ml forgot to bring her ez-link! so I need to wait for her for 10minss! nxt time go out with her must ask her " did you forget anything today?" hehe... anyway, we did not get anything from zara.. most of the clothes on sales left with M or L sizes.. can't find the right size. walked from wheelock to orchard central and I bought 2 baby coloured cardigan from there... haha.. sis was commenting " the colour is too sweet for me, not my style "... guess I am just sheering to the sweeter style now :p

we had our high tea at FRUIT-PARADISE! they sell yummy fruit tart which cost $7.80 per slice.. Of cos I shared with ml.. haha.. way over budget to have it alone. we ordered banana choc.

I love the chocolate mousse and the crispy tart.

yayyy! going melaka this weekends! hohoho :)) going with my family this time round. guess we'll all just come back heavier... hehe

2009-06-13T19:02:00.004+08:00

An Update

just to update what I've been doing so far...

Firstly, it is currently my university vacation! Perhaps it has already been 1 mth since vacation started. I will be working at autodesk co. as receptionist for the next 2 weeks or so... after that? Probably "rot" at home or find another part-time job. Nowadays well-paid jobs are difficult to find. I was damn lucky to have gotten this current job. To some people, it may seem that I've snatched her rice bowl away... but I think this is called "FATE". It was a long story. I was called back to work for that company for another day b'cos the new girl had sore eyes. She was supposed to be bonded to that company for 1mth. However, due to her eye condition, she had to give up her place to me instead. Also with the help of my kind "boss" I manage to work here. I am guilty yet grateful. Good environment, good pay. Though I get bored working there sometimes. At bad times I encountered callers who are very demanding,rude and think too highly of themselves. I really dislike those kind of people. Gave me much headache and adrenaline rush. Other than those moments... I really enjoy working there... meet many friendly and funny people there...

I am picking up a new sports at cck sports complex

KICKBOXING.

Honestly, I have never thought of taking such a course until my sis drag me into it.

Well, it's good in the sense that it may make me grow bigger in size. haha... the workout is really high in intensity. 1session makes you shed 800 calories! but also makes you extra hungry after that... hehehe

Yeap, it's time to break a leg and "HAA!"- how we shoouted when we did the high kicks.. :))

2009-04-02T23:39:00.003+08:00

hELLo~~

April is finally here!

and yesterday being the first of April I was fooled by shao mei!! haha~~ perhaps what goes around comes around. I attempted to fool 3 frens-chinming,justin and weyrun a day ago... The plan was quite impromptu. planned by me and qian. hehehe... well-planned but execution wise is another story. Our plan was to mix up all their footwears.. and hopefully they only notice the swop on april fool's day. unfortunately weyrun the most cautious guy saw through our plan!

we stole wr and j's shoe first den brought them up to cm's room... in the meantime, wr already realised that one of his shoes is missing. HA! at that time we still thought the plan was going smoothly. den we brought cm's slipper down to wr and j's room. =evil acts completed= anyway thruout the process Qian was damn steady ! I selut to her. somehow i don't have to guts to steal... she did all the exchanging.. i just helped to "guard windows" lousy me -.-

that prank was not that fun la.. cos they didnt feel fooled.

shao mei's one was good.

she bluffed that there is ctw lesson the nxt day. I totally believed her, despite the fact that she told me she had fooled me about something. hahaha! until that night when i checked my mails den i realised i've been fooled! hehe.. so i pass this good joke to vincent and weechong(my fellow project mates)... they got fooled too!! so fun. :) alright, enough said.

I am getting really excited for tmr!! my brother is finally coming back to Singapore... though he will only be here for a short stay of 2weeks, i am happy enough. I am sure everybody else at home is excited about it. my mom started informing almost all of my relatives regarding his homecoming weeks ago! she even started them over for dinner tmr. kinda funny larh...

2009-03-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

phew... give me space... let me breathe...

i am not enjoying the cool breeze around me... weather as been good or in fact great. but i don't have the time to slow down and enjoy it. Getting really stressed up these few days... especially right on my bday after my 2 mid term papers. actually it wasn't the mid term papers that stressed me up. After the mid term... i kinda did a small resolution for myself. and i realised something. i have too many deadlines to meet! it seems that time hasn't by my side. That night my minds blacked out during dance practice. whatever instruction given by charlotte couldnt be processed at all. I made a fool out of myself that day. I supposed to be a happy and memorable day. but that day kinda ended like a piece of shit. Anyway I really hope that things will start to get better. Like for today, i feel good after finding out what went wrong in my chemistry report. Over my last weekends, I refused to speak much to my family. hahaha... aiyo.. thinking about it.. i feel i am still like a child -.- so immature. as if by not talking to them I can gain alot of time... ya la... usually people get enlightened when they reflect back on what they did.

A formula given by a special friend:

to excel... you should follow what is going to be said now.

1) SLEEP ALOT

2) EAT ALOT

3) STUDY ALOT!

q('_')p fighting!

2009-02-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

Suddenly felt sad today.
All of the sudden this question pop up in my head
" Do I belong there? "

I have been a long time since i felt like this again... I really hate this kind of feeling: lost.
sitting down quietly aside not being noticed. that is how miserable can. Perhaps I might be happier elsewhere.

What is wrong?

EmO EMo eMo EmO~~

2009-01-04T11:17:00.002+08:00

Think SIMPLE.

Past few days I have been very confused over what modules to take this semester. All of the modules pre-allocated to me have labwork to do. I was worried over the workload and stuff. Afraid that my cap will not improve and such. yeap. I got some motivation from people. I should stop worrying and move on. Now, I am prepared to take 6mods this sem - c programming, math,physics,electrical mod, critical thinking as well as physical chem.

With this, I can either end up being an environmental engineer or mechanical engineer. Kinda a win-win situation. Since I couldn't make up my mind which course to choose. I shall let my results lead the way. If I do well enough this sem, Of cos i'll choose eve.

Alright, enought said. My brother is only coming back this december! that is so long from now...

2008-12-30T10:02:00.002+08:00

Now is already the second last day of 2008
2009 is coming and I am not prepared for it.
What do we have to prepare? you might be wondering...
but it's a new year after all...
some will spend their last day of 2008 reflecting on what they have accomplished and what they wish to achieve the following year...

from what kg told me.. weiyang has decided to countdown on his comfy bed if nobody asks him out. so the scenario will be:
[on the bed]
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
... zZzZ
(Sweet dreams)

anyway, I got an aim. and that is to do well academically. my cap was 3.55 last sem. not too bad but not good at all... haiii.. just like an aimless ship spinning in the middle of the sea... This ship needs to find the right route once more. Follow it and be determined. jia you!

I am starting to miss my brother again
He hasn't been coming online these few weeks. I don't even know which part of Europe he is right now. Norway, Italy, Russia or where?? Probably some ulu places with no internet connection. lol. No matter where he goes hope he is doing well :))
gor gor, see you during my nxt long vacation.

2008-12-25T09:47:00.020+08:00

I am loving this xmas holiday! It is installed with lots of fun and exciting activities. I just got back from a 3 days 2nights trip to melaka (21st-23rd dec). 3 days is just nice to tour the whole beautiful town. I heard melaka has changed alot. Though so, many of the historical sites are still well-preserved. That's what I like about melaka. If they tear down all those sites it would be really boring. b'cos the new attractions there are similar to those found in spore. just that they are much cheaper.

spent dong zhi at wey run's hse.

wey run drove us around with his small kelisa car. haha! just nice to fit in 4 person.
Jonker street (on the first night)

the famous capitol satay celup

queueing for satay celup

klebang beach

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[2nd DAY]

chicken rice balls as brunch

menara taming sari tower

on board

samudera museum

mao mei and mao di (frm left)

in the museum

sticky walls!

we are here :)

lousy jump.

st paul hill

monkeying around

kota Afamosa

I love this picture.

Eye on Malaysia

[On our last night...]

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Met up with 0612c peeps as well as 4e1 gang. sadly, I was the only gurl who turned up for 12c gathering. haha.. it's OK la.. they treated me like one of them lor... the whole gathering is all about FOOD. ate so much that day. go out with guys is like that de. ... ...

This year's 4e1 gathering at marche was really a successful one. 23 turned up! all thanks to jeremy lim- the organiser. haha!

the witchybong~

crepe

yummilicious

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alright. sorry. this is a damn long entry. I lazy to separate them.. hehe

lastly.. christmas eve BIG feast :) I received a korean BBQ treat from my dearEST sister :D

Thanks jie jie! lOVE YOU SO MUCH:) muacksss!

2008-12-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

My soccer training has finally started! woohoo... damn fun! but i think i am going to get tanned in no time.. cos of the training timing... noon to 3pm sia! the hottest period of the day leh... i don't wanna to get burnt!!! sets has started work too... getting very busy now. =( my holiday is gone! haha... please give me longer holiday can

2008-12-06T01:13:00.006+08:00

ZOO!!!

on 189 bus... The four of us (chinming, wyerun and jiangman) happily boarded e bus w/o waiting for ian and company =x we forgot that we're still waiting for some other people..haha...

On our way to zoo :)

frm left: san, ian, alicescar, abit of chinming, wye ran, jiang man and margaret

woah. Ian can drive?

My family! the otter!

They got too bored waiting for the polar bear feeding session... and started pulling each other's earsss...

NUS peeps!

Tired after one whole day of walk.

In the evening ard 10pm... we had our dinner in the block D kitchenette together. Steamboat for dinner... cool right? I didn't know san can cook! the only guy who can cook among us! It was fun.:) hope to have more of such outings again... Anyway I just realised most of the people I hang out with are from engin. lol. gum better ba.

2008-12-04T23:14:00.004+08:00

It rained heavily this afternoon. Why did it rain at the wrong timing? Me and peiting had planned to cycle at ecp... anyway we decided not to drop our plan since we have already reached somewhere near ecp. we waited at the bus stop for at least 30minutes for the rain to get smaller. awhile after we rented our bikes... it started pouring again. haha... the rain went on for the whole afternoon... stop and pour.. stop and pour.. just like the faulty tap la... terribly drenched. but i can see that peiting really enjoyed herself. hehe :D

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we ate "ou a jian" and bbq chicken wings at one of the restover points... I love bbq!

In the evening I dropped by maiyang's house to collect the 50% discount for zoo admission... I thought I won't stay there for long.. but ended up going home at 9pm...

I tried unicycling at her place. haha.. jonathan and andrew are really skilful at it already. I also wanna become a pro!! So this coming sat i will be going down again to learn more from them. now i can only move forth and back with the help of maiyang and the walls.. haha.. it's my first time afterall.

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alright gonna rest early. going zoo with TH peeps tmr... gonna be fun:D

2008-12-02T10:33:00.003+08:00

I believe everything happens for a reason.

A few weeks ago, I signed up for nus free eye screening open to all students. I just came back from the eye check and now i am convinced that my eyes condition has nothing to do with wearing contact lenses. 2 optometrists/doctors have confirmed it. The doctor just said my eyes get red easily due to dirty eye lids!! haha... kinda funny. He said it may be too oily and need some cleansing... so i have to go for follow-up eye check next month... I have dry eyes too. Anyway, I am plan to do lasik. Just now the nurse put some eye drops into my eyes to cause dilation.. wah... dam uncomfortable for the eyes...

I didnt regret doing for the eye check in paris miki a year ago la... it made me care more for my eyes... now i am not shy to put on glasses anymore :)) right enough said on my eyes...

YEAH! HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! WEEEE~~~ :D

and CHRISTMAS IS COMING....HOHO~~~

2008-11-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

Speechless is the word to describe my first exam in nus.
Talking about it is surely demoralising. Asking the pros how they find the paper made me feel WORST.

Now I should focus on the rest of my modules... cannt think of SU econs already. perhaps it is the module which will pull me up.LOOK TO THE BRIGHTER SIDE, GIRL.

First time staying in hall through weekends... haha! this is my dinner tonight!

these are what lazy people have for dinner.

Simple yet filling... hehe

2008-11-21T13:54:00.002+08:00

Celebrated papa's bday in advanced at new york new york.

haha... we ordered seafood platter and we didn't expect to see them serving real crab! haha... all of us so sua gu... we tot the crab is just for display purpose -.-

2008-11-12T11:55:00.002+08:00

Our very first dance performance in TH. :))

The Family Hour.

Here's the link to view our dance : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhH47X7DPb8

2008-11-01T15:22:00.004+08:00

Happy Halloween! - 31 oCT

we (mingli,huiyang, clarence, xinyi, samuel and I ) went escape for its special halloween night. We did our scary make-up at the white sands shopping mall before taking a bus down to downtown east. Actually we planned to take a free shuttle bus down but we missed the bus.. so no choice. had to take public transport. some kids on board the bus kept staring at us.. haha.. but they look rather amused. anyway, only mingli and i painted our faces.

we played "guess number" game while queuing for inverter ride. we even set a forfeit in our game. look at our faces. mingli is quite kind. she drew a sun on my face :)) thanks. haha.. so nice can. xinyi drew elephant's pi gu on ml and i drew spider on xy..

clarence look so funny here.. floating head. spooky.

pretty huiyang and clarence. mingli with xinyi.

samuel said i look like bandit!

not all the rides were open. vikings and rainbow(which i really feel like playing) didn't operate! but i am glad we tried the inverter! for most of us it was our first time. damn exciting! haha.. huiyang me and clarence took the front most seats. :D the rest didnt dare. =x haha..

the haunted house was quite fun too... not that scary actually.. mayb cos i wasn't the one leading.. lol. i attempted to scare 2 ghosts inside.. but ended up being scared by them -.-

2008-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Blury photo taken in my hall room.

my sister and cousins came over :))

It was fun talking to them. I showed them what i intend to wear for my upcoming performance and they all laughed like mad. vincent said look like those dish washing auntie! ya larh.. purple t shirt ma... look like many days didnt bath.. dirty and old. lol

but thanks to their suggestion. now i know how to dress for the performance already. hehe!

2008-10-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.

Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.

You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.

It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.

You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:

Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams

Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side

Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:

Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:

Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.

Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.

Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:

Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.

Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. - this line is kinda true. That's why i've nvr confess to anybody...

Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want may not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

2008-10-26T11:44:00.004+08:00

Halloween night is coming~~ for those who wanna get a taste of how hallooween night is like.. try the night safari halloween special :)

2008-10-24T12:39:00.002+08:00

Happy Bday to MAN!
We sabotaged her last night. it was damn fun. haha! me, being the mastermind together with qian yu planned to splash water on her and then sing her a song... The plan ended up with something BIGGER. Johanna and chin ming joined in. Johanna suggested adding ice into water! and chin ming brought along 2 pail half filled with ice. omg. they are damn cruel +evil. I am pretty soft hearted...so i poured warm water on her after everything. aiya... shld have filmed down the whole drama... anyway... 2 pails of water was poured down from level 3 to level 2(where she was standing) can imagine? directly tio her! haha.

2008-09-21T09:08:00.002+08:00

ReCeSs wEeK iS heRe!!!

I've given myself 3 days to chill first...

then mug mug mug...

and chill chill chill

:))

2008-09-09T08:40:00.003+08:00

Last month I participated in one of the games during the IT carnival and I won myself $40 takashimaya shoppping vouchers! cool right? The game was SO simple even 3 year old kid can win. As long as you don't have cockeye... you can play.
For the game I played, I've to throw 3 (U-shaped) objects to a pole. The fastest win the game.

suntec food fair 2008

qian yu: sorry to post this up.. haha!:p

me and my fellow TH mates went shopping for dnd dresses.. yeap! we felt accomplished. I bought a silky dress for only 20bucks.. there are some minor flaws in the sewing so the shop tender gave me 20%discount. :Dyayy.. my sis is coming back nxt mth... kinda excited! it's also cos of the surprise that we've planned. hohoho! made it doubly exciting... ;)

2008-08-31T21:36:00.003+08:00

Somehow I've lost interest in blogging... so i might not be writing here so often now...
how have i been doing so far? not exactly so far so good. i am trying hard to get used to uni's life... sound like a struggle, doesn't it? All I can say is - it gets better as the days go by

29.08.08 [happy 19 to huiyang!]
we k till 1130pm at taman jurong party world.. and we missed the last train to jurong east. we had no other choice but to take a bus from boon lay to huiyang's hall at ntu... luckily she brought her hall keys along with her... IF NOT... we're going to be homeless for a night.

[Temasek hall orientation]

rag day!

our float

[TH]

bash at zouk

brought my malaysian friends 'around' spore...

photos taken on national day

2008-07-27T10:04:00.002+08:00

Most Singaporeans have this same sentiment:
what is at the end of a long line is something worth queueing for.
I totally agree to it! some of us can blindly queue for it without asking if is it the correct queue for them...

yesterday i went to the poly clinic and waited there for 3+hours before i can finally get out of the place! that is really very SLOW! at the hospital referral station, there is no proper system. at first I thought have to queue over there.. so stood close to the counter. Soon later a LONG QUEUE was formed behind me. -.- All of us stood there idiotically for 5-10minutes, before realising that the queue isn't moving at all. strange. no one complained. I got very tired of waiting so asked the nurse. why isn't the queue moving?

"you don't have to queue, actually. go back there and take a sit. we will call your name."

"what the!"

either the nurse is blind or we are invisible. there are about 10 of us queueing and she didn't inform us that our names will be called systematically. whatever...

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ytd tuition class was cancelled. peiting and i went swimming instead. swimming with my little cousin was FUN. i will sure want to go with her again. she taught me backstroke, freestyle and butterfly.... only mastered the first two styles...

anyway, i just visited Temasek hall(TH) room the other day. i was given a single room, instead of the double that i've applied for. i felt cheated. in my nus accomodation status it is written double. why did it turn out to be single. too bad i couldn't withdraw from it since i've already make an advanced payment of $450. no choice. i gotta try sleeping alone now. here comes my life to independence...

later i am going NUH for follow-up health check and i am bringing mummy over to my new room :))

28jul-1august (TH orientation)

2008-07-25T09:21:00.003+08:00

The best way to make sure you get up on time is to get your best friend to give you a morning call. I have proven it very effective. You are really going to guilty if your friend made the effort to wake up at 5am just for your seek yet you return to bed. yeap. ytd i left home at 6am b'cos i want to surprise my dearest colleagues. I've never go to work that early before. It is an achievement for me ok. the OSO Adeline was the first to see me. she was of cos very happy! sitting at the front counter is not her job actually. she does it out of kindness. usually the others who are supposed to mend the counter come only after 7am. good-hearted Adeline always help selflessly. thank you! and all the other teachers asked why did i come so early today(an expected qn from them)

why I came early? Not because it was my last day. but b'cos I'm going shopping after that =x hehehe...

Oliver is even funnier! he asked if i dress nicely b'cos it was my last day. I told him that I am going gai gai. Then V cut in and said i dressed better the day before. so Oliver inferred that i went out with my bf the day before and I'm going out with another boy today-.-" (wu hua ke shuo)

stella, AM halik and OM lee treated the whole office canadian pizza that day. It was actually a farewell party for me. seriously, i felt touched. Too bad mdm normi and shuli weren't there at the party.

THANK YOU woodgrovers for the great treat. :))

see you guys on 8 Aug! ;)

2008-07-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

last week at work~

me and mdm tan
she and my mom have many things in common! she too worked in the sewing factory before. both are tans... and she lives 2 blocks away from me! what a coincidence right?

mdm tan, me and my gan ma(god mother)
it happens to be racial harmony day...

pretty mdm sung(our principal aka big boss) and i

evelyn and mdm normi :))
before this shot was taken rafizah was actually filming us shouting "HAPPY BDAY Singapore!"

2008-07-20T09:58:00.008+08:00

this was taken about 3 mths ago...

i just got hired by my aunt to teach peiting with her core subjects(maths and sci)... Not sure how long that will last.. But I don't think I can commit to teach for long =x afterall i am not that good at multi-tasking... aNYway, I am accepted by temasek hall :) this coming friday i'll be going down to make the advance rental payment and nxt week my hall orientation will begin...

wow! so many camps going on...

school starts on 4aug yet lessons only begin one week after 4aug... cos 1st week is orientation week... yayy... shiok right? it means i've approx 3 more weeks before i start reading up on engineering stuff... hohoho...

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Cycling @ECP

yes! i am going swimming!

testing how deeeepp this is...

hmm... getting deeper...

yayy~ mission accomplished.. i 'swam' there in a flash

woo~ahh~

we were actually caught in the rain

gor's convocation

2008-07-17T13:32:00.004+08:00

Last sunday(13.7.8) was my bro's convocation.

All of us were wearing black and white

"pang pang shu shu" thought it is a requirement to dress in those 2 colours.

notice who's behind... little jonathon... thanks for the special effects.

2008-07-13T01:08:00.005+08:00

Scamp! VENTRIA~~

Are you wondering why we girls are holding cups above our heads...

this is damn stupid!!!

aww... the poor girls...

me, xin hui and simin :))

get ready for bash!

ventria ROcks!

2008-07-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

Eiffel towel in las vegas (modelled after the one in paris)

K session in my house.. :D

New York New york @ lot 1

fish and chips

half spring chicken

honestly speaking food from there is so-so only... the place where we were allocated has many houseflies... spoil the ambience.. -.-

2008-07-12T23:55:00.006+08:00

Hello people! Due to popular demand... I shall continue blogging... :p

I just bought a black and white acer 4920 series laptop :D seems like it would be hard for me to sleep tonight... now trying to install as many programmes and transfer as many files as i can...

Continue to enjoy more of my US photo... I shall summarise them.

We spent 2 days and 1 night in yosemite park on our second weekends

yosemite falls

vernel falls in yosemite park

gor gor feeding squirrel

The golden gate bridge in SFO

the fishermen's wharf

our favourite fast food restaurant in us.... it opens 24hrs.

Hoover dam

presenting one of the 7 wonders in the world

the grand canyon.

he hugged and kissed his pretty little miss

under the apple treee~

i am always young at heart~

2008-06-15T18:26:00.004+08:00

Day 4!

if that was go-kart, it was my first time.

mummy looks young and pretty (above pic) it is rare to see her smile. haha.. she's really enjoying herself

2008-06-14T18:12:00.010+08:00

DAY 3!!
hi everybody... i am sorry about the SLOW update... =x
I am lazy to do everything in a go la.. so many photos to upload!!!
bear with it okie?
LA-DOWNTOWN

I LOVE THIS BEACH... SO MUCH TO EXPLORE...

2008-06-13T12:24:00.011+08:00

DAY 2! Going south to los angeles...
we stopped at hearst castle and camarillo premium outlet which are between sfo and la

we were testing the coffee and tea... make sure we get the correct taste. our efforts are to no avail. didn't get the right taste after all. LOL.

AT THE HEARST CASTLE!

x 50 ZOOM!

that's all for hearst castle...

Moving on to the light house area...

SOMETHING CUTE SPOTTED!

IT is a squirrel!

2008-06-12T00:38:00.011+08:00

I am back!

After 20 over hours of travelling(air and land), I am finally back to my sweethome... The worst time on plane ever! I felt so uncomfortable due to motion sickness.. vomitted almost every 30 minutes! Lost count of how many times I've thrown out. The last time I did that was right under my block. Once I got down the taxi... brrraahh... it came again! papa was worried that I'll have dehydration symptoms. He came into my bedroom and applied medical oil on me... and mom cooked congee for me...

Thanx.
So, did any of my readers miss me? haha... to speak, I don't have many readers in the first place. >.<

Here comes the photo!! 23may-8june in US

DAY 1

(cathay pacific- our flight)
ah chiong(my uncle) picked us up at 5am and our flight was at 820. We checked in slightly earlier since nobody was coming to send us off... While waiting for our gate to be opened, I played wahjong at the internet booth... haha... i hate to wait man...

transit in hongkong...

yayy! arrived in san francisco in noon. Alot delays in between though... integrity held us back... Earlier on we've declared that we bought souvenir, supplements and some food along with us... b'cos of that we were held back for luggage check. a very thorough check. every compartment was searched. even our korean ramen was handed over to higher authority for approval. the check lasted for 20minutes. jie jumped up and down when she saw us... ma chiam saw her long lost loved one. She sent us back to her apartment returning back to work. gor and papa took her "xiao mian yang" and drove around her area to familarise with driving on the left side. gor can adapt so fast... On the same day, he drove us smoothly to jie's company, picked her up and we dined at tofu house -korean food. Asian food in SFO is simply GREAT.

Tofu hse

jie's apartment in sfo

shall update the rest in my nxt entries=)

2008-06-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

"awwww..."
the mirror lake in yosemite
very refreshing air down there

mariposa grove
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i am away in US from 23may-9june.

currently in san francisco! :D

cheers ((:

2008-05-22T17:27:00.002+08:00

today then i realised i've small feet. can't even buy the wedge i like... =(

2008-05-21T18:53:00.009+08:00

undercover ANGELA XING.
mummy kept cracking when she saw my in that glasses. she said my eyeballs seem to be sticking on the glasses. haha! that is not a sunglass mahs.. it's lab work goggles.

last impt assignment b4 i leave wgs

da lan hua... ;)

the tallest mango snow ice i've seen.

M.A.Y

i didn't watch dinosaurs show. i watched grand canyon one.. left me nauseous! -.-

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SIMPLE MUFFINS with sprinkled love and care make it SPECIAL.

These were for my dear MOM.

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NUS- science i've just accepted you. appeal will only begins after 30thmay and end on 5thjune. have i chosen a wrong time to fly away? so many things is going on during this period. thankfully the medical examination and orientation camps take place in late june/early july. so for my appeal i shall put...

1) EE (20% chance)

2) common E (70% chance)

my own estimation larhs... if i get into science, most likely i am taking on my sister's path.

2008-05-21T09:42:00.003+08:00

no more perm! a straightener and a little moisturising cream are the culprits. my curl is gone. after 5mths... i got so fed-up with my perm. took out a straightener from my drawer and combed down the curl. now my hair is messed up! 1/4 curl-3/4 straight. i am thinking of cutting the bottom away. sometimes i feel that i do things on impulse. but think too much you end up not doing mahs... now i am thinking whether to cut the remaining 1/4 curl away anot... -_- zhen shi shang niao jing(headache!)

2008-05-20T00:48:00.004+08:00

ever since i stop working, i never sleep before the clock strikes 12. last friday i slept at 1.30am, sat 2.30am sun 12.30am. and today... probably 1.30am too... sound like i am preparing for the coming time lag arhs.. haha... not exactly. the weather is so bad. it's hard for me to fall into my dream world. every night i will turn on some music to put me to sleep. 4 more days i will be in US... can't wait for the chilling breeze there :D getting excited overr it.

these 2 days i've been v hardworking. swam for 4 hrs ytd and ran for 2 hrs today. the run was great. i had someone to motivate me along while running. in e past i would be running on my own. either because i was too slow or too fast. my pace and my friends' pace just didn't coincide. today, we ran side by side... all the way from phoenix station to cck park. on our way back we competed. winner: who else. the cheater la.

2008-05-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

i am off from work for a month. frankly, i am going to miss them. i brought some candies for them... when i passed to nor, she asked : why spend money on these things?
i told her 1 candy represent one nice thing she did for me. i passed her 5 candies and realised it is not enough to cover what she had given me. she is such a caring and observant lady. when i walk up and down the walkway for she will ask if i am craving for her food or if i feel hungry. i am sure she did it purely out of kindness. ( some people just don't get it)
all thanks to: evelyn who wishes she has more arms to hug me. haha. she gave me a warm hug that evening. mdm ang who is 60 yet lively and fit. she brought fruits for me. i was touched. mdm nor who went all the way to sheng siong just to get me a pac of nasi lemak on my last day. shuli who has guided me all this while. and of cos to all other office staff... :D

received a disappointing news ytd... i got rejected by NUS envir engin. they gave me a place in faculty of science. i want to appeal!

2008-05-07T16:28:00.005+08:00

we've got 3D hearts... puff puff... :D

right is ichiko

left is robert(fat la)

it's robert again

beautiful packaging can. evelyn said whoever eats it is cruel. i did!

more candies from hokkaido.

2008-04-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

mr halik our "boss" is giving us a day off to pay off our hard work. bullshit. he loves to talk crap. he loves to hold a bag of money in front of my eyes like hanging pendulum.. swing it left and right... luring me. Sometimes he remind me of ben... big yet childish. =x however having such people around surely makes life less boring.

I just missed weikoon's singing competition finale. last month he still happily told me that if he can get into the finals he will invite me to his live performance. crap. in the end he told me thru msn that he had lost the competition. the finals was held last friday and i was told today. anyway, don't get too disappointed. 4th is not bad ok. cant wait to hear him sing someday. i am so curious how good he is...

hang out with peiting today. i don't know what happened to us... we kept laughing non-stop. every little comment given by us can make us giggle for a minute. I felt like we were on 'xiao xiao' drugs... haha. " some laughters are contagious" Sometimes when i started laughing, i find it hard to stop. because most of the time i end up laughing at the way i am laughing. blur? it means i am amused by my own laughter. funny isn't it. self-entertained. do i sound crazy?
I admit i am a slow person. it takes 1 minute for me to absorb a joke and start laughing after that. and my laughter usually takes awhile to fade. haha... mummy and yun yun shld noe. =x
I am not very good at telling jokes. because i usually start laughing before the joke is delivered. in the end, nobody understands my joke. how sad.

what i am trying to say is... i had a GREAT TIME laughing today. :D

2008-04-27T20:35:00.012+08:00

bugis street D-24!

shopping day with mom...
our main objective was to buy yun's stuff... true eugh. mostly yun's stuff... whenever i see something nice there.. i will tell myself "there mayb better ones in US.. save it up and spend all there.." lOL. US exchange rate is still falling. woohoo... currently 1.34
gor predict that it will go lower.

second time to night safari... this time i went with my parents. papa drove mummy over first while i took 927. i waited damn long for that bus. i left home at 745, but reached there only at 830! can you imagine? night safari is so near to my hse yet i took me 45minutes! i simply dislike waiting. ( that's why known as taddy queen)

we hop on to the tram which bring us one complete round around night safari. as usual, mummy fell asleep on the tram. i am not sure if they had enjoyed themselves. i hope they did. they seemed very tired after the tram ride... so i told them to go back first. i lingered awhile longer at the gift shop. bought an otter kychain for yun.

on the bus back, i met faiz... he just finished work @night safari. he is like an iron man to me... work in zoo and night safari from morning till night.. yet he can still beso lively and happy. No trace of tiredness in his smiling eyes at all! what is his secret behind it?

"huang jiang fan" - yellow ginger rice?

illegal name card. whaha...

WGS product

LOT 1 ( more apparel shops now! even more coming soon.)

xiuli's baby brother's 1 year old bday. he is SO chubby! a very well-fed child. haha.. nice to pinch and hug... just like a teddy bear. we gave him a cap and bobdog polo tshirt. xiuli passed me a belated bday present in return. lol. seems like i will take bday present every month. always belated one. it's ok. sincerity is more important.

zi lian in action. in xiuli's study room. we got bored of playing snake and ladder so started taking pictures.

last time wearing it.

probably the last time going to the corparate office.

folded and ready to return.

disguised.

2008-04-25T14:51:00.002+08:00

pay DAY! i just received my tuition pay :)) though it is not alot... i am happy enough. hehe... spent part of the money right after mrs tang handed it to me. almost every month some salesperson will come down to our school and sell good stuff. today the chocolate and sweets vendor come down. i bought fish rolls( something like cuttle fish) from them. mr tan gave me a box of chocs as token of appreciation. apparently, i've been a good source help for him.

2008-04-19T18:35:00.006+08:00

Let me recall what happened this week. HmMm...
sunday i did something bad. I skipped work. That day, I told myself i am going to type out a resignation letter. true enough, on tuesday... i sent my boss an email. too bad she did not accept my resignation. she wanted to meet me in person.

on friday i went down to spore zoo together with my typed out letter. yup. it was approved. i returned her my punch card and walked out with a smile. i saw anthony in the coporate office too. now den i know he is only 17... waiting for his enlistment in june. he is so young. apparently he requested for early enlistment. nxt week still need to make another trip down to the zoo.. need to return 3 sets of uniform and my name tag. no more free trips to bird park, night safari and zoo anymore. it is alright. i'll have mre leisure time now! :)) MAY is coming!! :D

meet up with peiting again for a short tutoring session. she asked me alot of bio qns.. so sorry i have returned most of my bio knowledge to mr tan. i bet i didnt help much. but at least i have tried my best in helping la... what chromosome.. ribosome.. vacuole.. i forgot all their functions already =x

anyway... i am going to start my first paid tutoring job this coming tuesday. my colleague wants me to teach her son. a sec 3 amaths student. yeap. i am teaching him a maths. gonna revise my secondary maths. shld be no problem. =) the pay is rather pathetic. $15/hr. I told my mom the rate... she kept "pouring cold water".. saying that even hsekeeper earns more. $50/time. i knew she will react that way. but still, sometimes i hope she can come out of her old self. say something pleasant for my ears.. like " it's ok. this is ur first time. you will find better rate nxt time"

i once saw this in the paper
"both young and old like to get feedback about themselves." how true is it?

i feel great this morning. i was not awaken by my alarm. in fact i did not set any alarm. haha.. no work on saturday. it feels fantastic. can laze on bed w/o worries. papa drove me down to ica for passport collection. after that went gym with himlim and weiting. i ran 4 laps nia. lol.
now i got the "so many things yet so little time" feeling again.

tml's plan:
morning- shop for present w jun
noon- party at xl hse
evening- swimming (i've promised my mom)
night- finish watching golden path. (getting more and more exciting le)

2008-04-13T12:59:00.012+08:00

wild wild wet :)

met ml and tik at sembawang platform and we trained down to pasir ris together.
dark clouds started gathering when we were nearing pasir ris...
i kept calling my "pasir ris" friend to check if the weather is fine there.. haha!
she is none other than rachel! we've planned a bday surprise for atikah. rachel and her secondary sch frens were supposed to have breakfast with tik. they deliberately told tik that they couldn't make it for the meal... i guess tik must have felt very disappointed.

rachel and her sec sch frends did not pang seh tik. they were waiting outside WWW all along. haha.. mingli and i were supporters of their plan. ;) the surprise was well-covered. it went so well that tik didn't know what to say when she saw rachel and family. totally speechless.

here we are : DOWNTOWN east

taking photo in front of the beaUtiful castle - to distract tik. hehe

some MORE.

THEN...
all of the sudden... rachel and family appeared, holding a tiny cake...

"happy birthday to you"

"lOOk there"

rachel the rabbit

rachel and tik

HER sweetie

after swimming

may 'underwater'

me standing TALL. i am wearing flats, seriously.

goodbye www. :))

2008-04-13T12:36:00.004+08:00

this is the reason why i gained weight... keep it up. mOre tREats can.
((:

aijisen.

koropok from mdm N. i love it, though i know very oily and unhealthy. once a week should be alright rite?

last friday was wgs sports day. i was given the choice. either to the office or to the stadium. i chose the office. hehe... the OM brought food back from the stadium. it was supposed to be for teachers. but someone secretly passed one to me.. hehe.. :D

"ichigo bless"- frozen strawberry.
i dare you to bite it at one go.
in the evening i went to BBP again to tutor my sweet cousin, peiting. she is also keeping roboroski! hers is the white faced type. they cost $38 each! she bought 2 females. little gal spending more on her pets den me! i have already spent 100 over bucks on my ichiko and robert. she? i guess more than 200 dollars.

2008-04-11T10:32:00.006+08:00

jonathon showing off his unicycle skill... i feel like learning too... maiyang said no need lesson. can self learn. quite easy to master...

little garden outside maiyang's hse. there are orchid, chilli plant, ferns and many more others..

DIY ornament!

hu ji hua

wow... my hp camera not bad sehs... :)) it can focus so well.

mummy and i (:

2008-04-09T09:35:00.006+08:00

freebies. . .

new york product is really not bad. no side effects like redness or itchiness.
they even included sunscreen(20sph) in the bag. something which i am in need of.

back in school.

innova hasn't changed at all.

farrer park - mustafa centre.

2008-04-08T15:35:00.002+08:00

wo de di yi ci ( my very first facial)

i rushed to pasir ris- white sands for facial last evening.

1 month ago, i have participated in yun nam hair care, london sliming and new york skin solution contests... i just need to answer a simple question which was printed on the straits times. then a few weeks ago, yun nam called and congratulated me for winning free treatment... following which, london and new york also called. haha.. of course i rejected the one from london. i need to gain weight.. not lose. LOL.

New york skin solution does skin treatment instead of facial for its customer. they will first examine your skin condition.. den apply the correct mask for you. there is no squeezing of pimples/ black heads involved. it's merely cleansing.

the setting is similar to yun name hair care. first, they will bring you into a room where they try to convince you to sign their package. This time, I delibrately left my nets card and cash at home. this is how i prevent myself from falling into their trap. haha... anyway, "not eugh cash" isn't the excuse i gave them. i gave many many solid reasons to turn them down.
e.g. i don't feel that my skin condition has affected my life drastically
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. . .
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the consultant gave up... she prepared a room for me and my treatment started...
i changed into a long tube dress and waited patiently for my in-charge.
this was what happened... she used a long towel to cover my body from neck all the way to toes. laid a hand-towel on my shoulders. den wrapped my hair with another towel... lol. if you imagine it... i may look like a mummy. kekees

the treatment was simple.
1)cleansing
2) moisturising paper mask
3) honey mask (honey helps to moisturise n leaves a radiant skin)
4) apply moisturising cream
5) massage

the whole treatment took around 50minutes. doing facial is a good way to de-stress. :)

2008-04-07T16:20:00.005+08:00

hello!
there is no total bad day in my world... no matter how bad my day begins... i will change it and end it well...

It is monday again... Another school day.
School reopens today for the poly students.
I was almost caught up in the mrt jam this morning... I heard there was an accident on the track at around 8am. luckily I was abit earlier.. i took the 0755am train. if not i would have seen the tragedy. someone committed suicide at cck station.

work is boring today... not much work to do... i almost sat at my desk all day calculate the budget for US trip.. haha. my calculation is never ending... calculated and calculated also don't know if i over/under estimate it. whatever it is... i am keeping aside roughly 2k for this trip.

Sometimes I feel that i'm very helpless in handling certain issues. Someone is happily chit-chatting at her place and when i asked for her help... she can immediately turned back to her computer and said she is busy. -.-" I really have no idea how to deal with such people. Perhaps i should close one of my eyes and hack care. i can always get help from other people.

when you knock, the door opens... when you ask, you will recieve.
It is not always true.

my second escape from her... haha... first time i escaped to find mdm tan @ the printing office. this time.. i went all the way to IJC... actually it is by chance that i can runaway. huijun called me awhile ago... she wanted me to meet her at ijc to collect our testimonial. since i have nothing much to do here, it is alright to leave my work for awhile.

i informed mdm N i leaving school.. haha.. and she quickly shoo me away. she didn't want the long hair gal to know.

ms ang is back in school! she came back last week. like what weiliang said.. she doesn't look like she just delivered a child... still as slim and pretty and young as before. den mr lee one look can tell i work in school. haha.. wear black cardigan, white top and black berms means school staff. mayb black and white is very formal... so one look can tell is in education field.

simone is in school too. she's working for NMA. wahs... so many 12c gals perm their hair... i didn't know that until just now. simone, mel, rachel,yasmin and me... all permed hair. ha. first glance i couldnt tell it was simone. she looks lady-like with her perm.

ok. i just started ticketing job at zoo.
now going new york skin solution for facial... hohoo.. update on my first facial experience soon.
:)

2008-04-02T10:28:00.003+08:00

Happy April Fool DAY!

ARE you fooled? haha! I almost was. a few days ago hujun sent me a text msg telling me to keep myself free on april fool night.. i sensed something is amiss... she told me it is just a simple dinner together. ok. simple dinner.

ytd morning i asked her where is she going to bring me to... "fish&Co" oh. at that time, I knew what trick she's up to. invite me to stand on the chair and sing me a song... something like that? IMM fish & Co staff all very wild and fun. in the end we didn't dine at fish&co. i was abit sick of their food although the ambience is great.

we had dinner at secret receipe instead. this is what happened.

huijun: hmm... what about secret receipe?
yiling: where?
huijun: behind you.
yiling: oh.. ok. lets go and take a look at the menu first.
huijun: ok. you march over there... lead us.
( in my mind: something is fishy... why do i have to lead the way)
i kept looking on the mirror while strolling there.. checking what they were up to. haha.
yiling: huiyang, secret receipe not that cheap leh.. within your budget? are you sure you want this?
huiyang: i am ok with it.
( mind: usually hy doesnt think so fast.. she will consider for awhile.. but that day.. i was sure some plans have been made)
huijun: how you think of the food here? the tom yam kung is nice
manager: good evening, the food here is all delicious.
and she went on introducing the food.
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.
.
huijun: so how? you like it?
yiling: hmm... i am alright la...
manager: you can have the cake here.. cheesecake.. blah blah blah...
( mind: maybe they got a cake for me already)
we stood there for sometime.. until there was one customer going in.. den we stepped back...
huijun: ok. lets eat this. we try something fun. you walk straight in to that red sofa and sit down... we follow behind you.
yiling: ok!
i walked 2 steps huijun told me not to look. -.- confused liao...
huijun: come back.
yiling: huh?!
yiling: ok... nvm. let huiyang take the lead. i have never seen huiyang breaking rules before.
huijun and i continue talking about our childish plans.. meanwhile hy did not dash in.. she followed the rule.. walked to the manager and waited to be seated. haha...
the childish huijun and i stood behind the line and counted to 3 before running in for the red sofa sit.
huijun got to the sit first... ha. i was the last.
manager: oh! congratulations! you are the 100th customer of the day! i've got a present for you.
yiling: me? really?
manager: yes. being slow is not a bad thing. you won yourself something.

yeah. i got a present!

the 100th customer.

thanks friends for being faster than me.

-THE END-

of course i was not tricked. the present is from huijun and huiyang. thanks for everything!

31st MARCH

2008-04-02T09:49:00.009+08:00

Which month is the longest to you?
Is it march which has 5mOndays, 5 sAtuRDay, 5 SundayS and 5wEeks?
to me... FEB is the longest. haha. isn't me weird? (feb has the least no. of days)
it feels long to me la...

31 MARCH is a special day. HIMLIM BDAY!

happy birthday to you!

on our way to SENTOSA! the last time we 3 been there was on weiting's bday if i am not wrong.. 4 years ago!

realise the beach is v quiet...

wo men shi "DONG GAN CAO REN"

we jumped a couple of times... kept jumping and jumping.. until we got this near to perfect one.
I am the only one who know when to hit the button. that's why I not in photo. lol.

omg. am i having constipation? and weiting too... =p

weiting, you slim down alot... now my legs seem fatter than yours. haha...

on tram.

we met zulfarhan at the tram station. he's working there... lol. what a small world. we were all from class 6E. haha... himlim was the first to spot. somehow I cannot recognise him. I got STML. -.- in P6, he sat beside me in class and i got a crush on him before. =x *blush* that was 7 years ago... WHY has 4 years of history only. though we have known each other since primary 5. interesting right? before W.H.Y.. me and weiting was "ANA" haha.. ada and angela. don't know if weiting still rmb.. we used to march with the beat "A" "A" "N.A"... just like "left left left right left"

oh my coconut tree

who's that.

welcome to siloso

"s" is falling down.

there was a stream... just a tiny winy little stream... and the stream was on its waaayyyyy.....

and the moon shines high in the clear blue sky and all was bright and gay.

now on that stream.. there was a little name... just a tiny winy little W.H.Y..

and the name was on the stream and the stream was on its waaayyy.....

and the song goes on like this.....

special ice cream birthday 'cake'. we ordered cookies and cream, strawberry cheesecake and coffee... plus cookies crunch and more cookies toppings! taste good. we the cookies monsters... i like the waffle...

Miscellenous

2008-04-02T09:34:00.006+08:00

Random Pictures...

A colleague from wgs went vietnam and got me a hp chain and the pop pop sweet(above).
hMm... gonna bring a list of names over to US... haha! I am sure it is a LONG list. I told so many people i am going overseas larhs.. opps. zoo peeps, wgs, cousins, blah blah blah... it's ok. pretty excited about everything. sorry sis, i always made you wake up early in morning and skyped yet i did not say anything at first. sorry.

can you spot the peacock? obviously

NUS open house.

me at the front line... (wgs)

ta-da.. that's my 19th birthday present from WHY. two little terrappins represents himlim and weiting. hehe...
all their blessings are inside the well...

W.H.Y
have I told you the meaning of it?
It is not just weiting. himlim. yiling.
actually it stands for "waffle.hamburger.yoghurt"
unique right...

ever ever after... W.H.Y will stay as one. :)

2008-03-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

helloha!

my updates are boring la... haha... life at work. work is interesting though. am i self-contradicting?

Did I mention that I've gone back to work at the zoo? I went back last friday(good friday). I chose the wrong day to go back. They put me under the members section, which is the most popular gantry. On weekends smart membership card holders will crowd up that gantry. phew. i could hardly breathe that day. at first i was lost and confused. my job is to count the number of adults and children entering with the card. next, swap the card and then issue parking pass and maps. yes, it sounded easy. but for a newcomer... everything is not as easy. swapping the card for instance needs skill. many times the reader failed to read the barcode. that really irritated me.
day1: I went to all 3 different areas (members, ticket, exit)
day2: area checks and I did flushing! hohoho... LOVE it. I don't mean flushing the toilet :p we have to flush guests out of the zoo... in a polite way, of course. i was fun.. i get to sit on WD(wildlife discover) "jeep"
day 3: I am so pro! I passed down what I've learnt to someone who has worked 2 weeks at entrance. Arent' I AMAZING? me who have only worked for 3 days teaching a person who work longer?

so in short, every working day is a fresh new experience for me.

tmr will be my last day at entrance... after that i will be moving on to ticketing! hohoho!

Yesterday went tiong bahru plaza for hair treatment again. Sigh, I am working so hard yet money doesnt seems to flow in... I am spending way more than I earn =( gonna start saving and stop OVERspending. if not I won't have enough to play in US. lol. had dinner with terence after my treatment. haha... my study buddy is now my 2nd eating buddy. my first eating buddy is none other than huijun lo. opps. hj, pls don't be angry. I really cannot resist food whenever I am with you. :) terence said I gain weight! ya, true. i gained 2kg... but i didnt noe i look fatter? I thought i grow taller =x

"way back into love" - under "construction"
please wait patiently for my good work.
yah... hopefully it is good work.

leak abit.. I am currently working on that song. ;)

2008-03-22T11:29:00.003+08:00

i used my whole morning considering my choice of course.

phew finally done.

I've applied for both NTU and NUS.

for ntu... i chose...

1) chemistry and biological chemistry

2) chemical and biomolecular engin

3) Environmental Engin

4) Accountancy

5) Sociology

for nus... i chose...

1) Environmental engin

2) chem engin

3) Science

4) Engin

5) Material Science

8) mechanical engin

yeah! no more worries.

2008-03-15T12:37:00.005+08:00

so many things happened. i am feeling very worn out now...

yesterday was my vice principal last day with us... i've seen so much tears flowing down her eyes. we are happy that she is given the opportunity to upgrade herself and return as principal... but i think the office will quiet down when she's not around. no more rainbow stories. yes. rainbow= colourful. lol. and she's very sweet. bought a box of choc for everyone.

just received notice from zoo... they are calling me back soon.. in fact this coming friday(good friday). now... i am confused.

last few weeks i have been thinking of resiging my school's job. cuz of there is one staff who i don't really like. she's very evil la.. everytime pass her sai gai to me.. she treats herself like a princess... and everyone else like her servant. ytd then i found out actually there are quite a few people who don't like her. i thought she only bullies new staff. nope. she bullies those lower rank than her. so bad can.

if i quit school, i will miss many people. people like evelyn, mdm tan, mdm N, adeline, fizah and many more nice peeps. sometimes... it really takes time to see thru a person. it is a long story!

this week i feel so blessed. from the cake ml and tik made, the lunch stella and mdm N cooked, dinner the j guy treated to the fun time we had at weiting's hse. how i wish everyday is like this.

i am flying off soon...

this may

like what terence said. i like to keep people in suspense. i shall post the date a few days before i fly away. :)

lesson learnt from vp: life is short. i rather babble out what and how i feel to anyone than to sit inside the toilet and cry.

2008-03-13T11:23:00.003+08:00

I am SO in love with you.

I am in love with shopping sia...

that day went bugis with mL and tik... bought 2 tops, 1 cardigan and 1 pail bag.

Yesterday went OG private sales with my mom... bought one capri pants and lots of junk food =x

the queue was damN long! queued for at least 30min! like donut factory!

also, i went for 3rd ear piercing with peiting ytd.

my ear went sO red after that.

2008-03-11T14:48:00.002+08:00

I love my bag! haha

celebration

2008-03-09T22:01:00.016+08:00

my BElated birthday and MAY day celebration. :D

today mingli and atikah came to my hse with full of barang barangs. haha! big and small bags... like we are going to have a pinic in my room. they brought tibits, sparkling drink, cup noodles, my present and a cake over... haha! really seems like we're having a pinic righT?

HEART attack!

we used those cuttlefish as our betting item. hehe... winner will get to beat and eat. double prizes eh... :)) apparently, mingli has already eaten most of her cuttlefish before we started playing.

sweet dreams!

the way they hold the cake like so vulnerable.

handmade birthday cake! wow...

people, don't be jealous... :p

of course not forgetting our RED "wine"

may-seng!

make a wish make a wish...

mingli blew one, tik blew two, i blew three... woohoo...

cake cutting

THANKS FOR THE CELEBRATION BUDDIES!

love this card.

i am 19 NOW(alright, 5 days ago...) haha... and so we have make 9march may day...

ohya. there is one song called 9march... now playing.

2008-03-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

i found this while cleaning the book shelf. it was written by my sister. if i am not wrong.. it's her diary years ago... mayb 12 years ago? i can't stop laughing when i came across this entry. was my handwriting that ugly!!! anyway, i don't remember writing any letter to my sister. also, why did i drop it in the letter box when i can actually pass her directly? lol

2008-03-08T11:26:00.004+08:00

after the release of A level results i feel that all clocks have malfunctioned. Suddenly feel that everything is so fast-paced now. I've got 3 more weeks to decide which path i want to take. I've got another 3 more months left before school starts. I've got 4 years to study in the U. and then... ta-da. i will become someone who will contribute to s'pore economy. of course, having such mentality makes my life so boring. haha... if i change my view point... hmm... the whole story still goes in a similar way, but a more interesting story begins. i shall do it step by step.

from now till school reopens... i want to travel to US. Frankly, i am getting pretty impatient. i keep pestering my parents " are we really going?" "when are we booking tickets?" and more questions... everytime they didn't give me a direct answer. it is like wasting my breath or something.

EVERYBODY IS WAITING. what exactly are we waiting for???
dad is waiting for his contract confirmation. mum is waiting for dad's decision. bro is waiting for norway scholarship news. and me? what am i waiting for? someone to go with me!

we are so tolerant. we waited, and wait, and are still waiting.
the reality is...
time waits for nobody.

2008-03-07T18:25:00.004+08:00

my results are out.

i didn't get straight Aces. Though so, i am quite satisfied. I knew my physics will not be as good as prelim... screwed up on the first day. haha.. it's alright. A level results are just stepping stone for us to get into university. and of course preferably a course which we longed for.

i should be very happy with it. sad to say, nobody is interested to go out and have fun. haha! so the only person i've found is someone who is not taking A lvl... whatever it is .. at least there is someone i can share my joy with. :)

now is the period to work out which course i want.
environmental engin, chem engin, applied chem, mechanical engin or... civil engin?

most likely environmental engin... aiyo. headache.

alright. going shopping and movie later :D

frens, i hate to be ignored.

2008-03-05T01:36:00.005+08:00

@ Terminal 3

popeyes the sailor man... boo boo.. :))

not just one. but 3/5 cubicles OFS!

2008-03-04T11:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

my hammies

2008-03-04T10:24:00.002+08:00

"Ichiko"
age:1.5 months
gender: still unknown ( i think it's a male)
oh no... i have given "him" a female name...
now still hard to determine their gender because they are too small.
_
"Robert"
age: also 1.5 months
gender: unknown

how to differentiate?
Robert is fatter. haha.. and he's afriad of people. unlike him, ichiko is curious of everything. when u place your finger close to her, she will smell it and then slowly grab it with her teeth. she grabbed mine once and i dare not put my fingers close to her mouth anymore. scare she will bite till bleed.
Ichiko will shut her eyes when she's sleeping. Robert only close his eyes partially.
Conclusion: Robert is paronoid.

i bought them on 2nd march.
however, i've chosen 4 march to be their bday.
why?
haha! they are my bday gift from my sister... so every 4th march i will give them special treats.;) that will be once in a blue moon for them eh... haha.. alright.. every 4th of the month i will give them treats. :D
_

in dreamland...

this morning i bathed them.
sprinkle lavender sand on them.
those red and yellow rods are their chewing sticks.

hiding under shelter

ta-da. their home.

2008-03-02T08:49:00.002+08:00

i had an advanced bday celebration with samuel they all last afternoon. it's a surprised one. i think samuel planned the present. before that he asked me what i like to have as present this year... so i told him a bday cake. never did i know that he really get me a cake! haha... xinyi and kessler were there as well. our initial plan was to meet at chinatown and look for PSP. last minute they changed plan and we met up at PS instead. samuel still told me... there got fashion show... that's why meet there. diao! bluff me. so nice of them la... thanks anyway!

i didn't prepare camera.. the one i've drawn looks 95% like the real one (pls don't doubt my drawing) :p that plate is my bday present from them. dunno what cake is it... banana mudcake?

lunched at gelera

first gift from desmond.

2008-03-01T01:57:00.004+08:00

it is rare to see yiling awake during this hour... whaha... i just came home only.

i had a long day yesterday! been to so many so many places...

could have gone to more places if time permits... haha.. anyway, i met up with soon loong this noon. we lunched at han's. food there is so-so. i like their hashbrown though... not too oily and it's crispy. the last time i saw him is almost a year ago... didn't have the chance to have long chat with him before. yeap. i guess this is my first time sharing stories with him... good luck in your attachment hor... ;)

after that walked down to cine to meet my friends... wanted to watch the leap years. too bad local movies are always so HOTselling. all sold out. we headed back to shawhouse to check if it's available there... who knows that movie isn't screen there. >.< so we ended up watching L change the world.

i don't like to watch at LIDO! small and .... there is an awkward smell... or am i imagining it?

i planned to meet my brother in the evening. unfortunately maiyang have invited me to see eewen perform. it is not nice to reject her good gesture after all. so i agreed immediately. andrew, jonathon and eewen's mum were there too. the performance was at UCC. my third time there... woohoo.. i love to go there.. it reminds me of SYF. i am missing dance practices! my forth visit will come very soon( gor's convo ) hehe...

this march holiday i might be going ice skating with maiyang they all... most likely at kallang rink. i haven't been there before... looking forward to it. :))

just a few minutes before yesterday ended, i went down to weiting's hse... haha! my third mahjong session! 3 'aunties'(W.H.Y) and 1 'uncle'(J). we spent so long figuring out how to start and play the game. but fun la... jeremy called his sister a few times to reconfirm. we are modern players leh... on pop music while playing sia.. haha... and weiting kept winning!! she is SO lucky! i want to play again! :D

alright. i am tired. beauty sleep time is here.. hehe!

tmr going chinatown with samuel, xinyi they all... hopefully can get ichiko and robert back then... :))

2008-02-29T10:07:00.006+08:00

packed my room AGAIN last night. sian. i thought i just tidied up last last month? why is it messy and dusty once more? i don't like to clean my room. especially when i need to do it all by myself. it is a very sian job.

old photo... i was primary 4 only.

set up ichiko and robert's home as well :D

in case you are wondering who are they... hehe!

i shall keep you in suspense first. stay tune here and you will find out soon, :D

by the way, ichiko= first child.

i will take good care of them. pamper them and sprinkle them with love.

top view (clean & clear)

finally the escape-proof roof top :D

2008-02-28T10:19:00.002+08:00

lo-hei!

chingay!

is the rat hairband cute? whaha! patricia from spore zoo gave it to me and eileen. so cute rite! somewhat like the shrek one.

2008-02-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

nO neEd tO wIsH mE lUcK fOr My aPpoInTmEnT lE...
I cAnCeLled It...
Browsed through the flower pod forum and found many many scary stories regarding the doctors over there... so i also dare not take the risk...

It's ok.
I shall read out more first before booking anything.
HmM....

I've got quite a number of photo to upload... no time to do so la... =x
chingay, cny, etc...
i shall accumulate more then upload at one shot..

alright. tmr will be my last day working as promoter...
will i miss the job?
hopefully all the promoters will reunite again tmr.
i haven't been seeing venesa and ps in their uniform for a very long time.

so tmr onwards i will be very free on weekends! hohoho... all the way until mid-march den i might start working at the ticketing counter...

aza!

2008-02-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

Yes, i have booked my appointment date. I don't feel like telling what kind of appointment i am going for... maybe i will say out after the first appointment. I am feel damn nervous. no matter what... wish me luck people :)

2008-02-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

3 am

recently my internal clock has gone haye-wire... at 9pm i am already lying on bed.
omg!
especially so when i reach home before 8pm.
if i reach home later... then no choice.. sleep once i get home...
JIA LAT la...
i am spending less and less time talking to my gor gor, mummy and papa...

this morning i woke up at 2:57am to charge my hp
by the time i connect the charger to my hp...
it's 03:00
i quickly shut my eyes and pretend that i haven't seen anything
i am so damn timid.
jumped onto my bed and hugged my leng leng pillow.
awhile later i heard some weird noises
(i may be thinking too much)

worst! there is a tall stool beside my bed... (it's still there now)
it somehow reminds me of the movie " THE EYE"
SCARY LA...

2008-02-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

I haven’t been giving any personal updates for quite some time. I shall update everything at one shot. 30minutes for me to do so, starting from now. 30 minutes later I will be heading to woodlands regional library to do some research on my US trip. Hooray! I so look forward to it! SIS, I MISS YOU! Nothing special happen today. My principal here wanted to introduce a guy to me. She told me this Tuesday and today my vp mentioned it again over lunch. She asked if I have found him. Immediately I answered yes, I just found him. Haha… I haven’t found one. But I don’t like matchmaking session. Makes me nervous and stuff… I am a shy girl after all.

I am not going Bangkok anymore =( eileen’s parents don’t allow her to travel with 2 other girls all the way to Thailand. it is OK. That also implies that I will have more money to spend in USA. Hohoho! Last Monday, I took leave again. I woke up early in the morning and went running. I haven’t been flexing my muscles since last year. I felt so unfit! I changed into PE attire and escalated down for a 2km run. At the same time, I did some sit-ups and static exercises too. That night, I met up with MAY for a movie. Eh… supposedly for a movie. But we didn’t watch it. Just ate at vivo city and went tik’s place to watch ghost’s whisperer. This is the second time mingli and I sleep at her place. Are we casual girls?

Next morning I woke up with terrible body aches. Ouch! At first I thought I didn’t sleep well at her house. Then I realized it was caused by the run I had earlier. i have to exercise more often to prevent these aches. Tomorrow I will most probably go for a run again. ;)

Tuesday huijun accompanied me to lot 1. I wanted to buy a bday present for my brother. We ended up buying nothing. I rented 2 vcds back instead. 1) zodiac (watched before, but I thought gor will like it)
2) step up.

Step up is a great movie! my cup of tea. Maybe because I enjoy watching dance performances. If I am not wrong, step up #2 is coming up very soon. I won’t want to miss it!

what about my valentines' day? haha... i went to watch ah long pte ltd with my "qing ren".

2008-02-15T13:03:00.001+08:00

What Xing Yiling Means

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.

You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.

You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?